Tuesday, March 28, 2006

i dont get chem SPA at all. should i drop chem? and take lit? i dont know. if you ask me, i'll probably fail chem and then drop dead. but if i take lit, i'll have to change class la. YIKES. i dont wanna go to a new class. i'll be isolated la. like some kind of disease. SARS. AIDS. what ever. they'll never accept me! then i'll fail ALL my subjects. and then drop dead. oh great. i'm left with no choice now. cmon, lets celebrate. look, i dont like being negative, but my life is going downhill right now, and i need someone to pick it up. hint- i need a man.

wait a sec.

did i just say i need a man?
excuse me. but i take my words back.

I DONT NEED MEN.

hello? i am an independent woman, i can do everything by myself. very nicely too. who needs men? *snorts*

hmm. on second thought, i dont need women too. (yes, yes, dont be shocked i'm not a les.)
then what do i need exactly? maybe i need something inbetween. something not man nor woman. okay. maybe i need.. kumar? no. michael jackson? no!

i think i need to hit the books. i dont wanna fail my promos. i dont wanna disappoint my parents. but i'm all talk and no action.i mean, i literally slacked my whole life away! the only thing i do whole-heartedly is eating. and sleeping. nothing else. since the begining of this yr, 've done no studying. zilch! and everyday, i see NYJC students mugging in school. day in, day out. j1s, j2s alike. i gasp, and wonder. then i brush it off and walk away, heading to the canteen, or attempting to pon lessons. like today. i ponned prof weiSHA's talk. firstly, i ponned because i was bored. secondly, even if i went, i wouldnt be able to comprehend what the heck he was saying. i mean, i'm a pretty good listener but prof weiSHA is outta my range. i'll end up stoning, like what i did the last time.

see? i'm finding excuses for myself again. i musnt do this, no. not all the time, anyway.

i worry i wont see your face light up again. actually i worry for mine too. my face is becoming increasingly spastic, sullen and inelastic. i cant smile. is this a sign of aging skin? oh no. but i doubt so la.


i lost my way.
who's gonna help me find my way back?
it wont take long, i promise.
i just need your hand.
put yours in mine.
wipe my tears away.
and we'll brave through this together.


you know what? i went for D&J just now. debate and journalism. just crashing. and they ordered pizza! haha! lucky me! (: i ate. and left. haha. yes, call me a meanie.

friendly match against NTU on sat.
three alphabets.
OMG.

Sunday, March 26, 2006

OKAY I'M DEAD.
i dont know what hol hw i have to do la.
and i guess i only have one solution now- go to sleep.
long day ahead tmr. and soccer trng.
my timetable is a piece of shit la.
long days.
logn hours.
virtually no breaks in between.
i'm a hungry girl la.
i need to eat!
ROARS*

Saturday, March 25, 2006

i am supposed to go to junru's studio today.
but woke up only now!
i am so sorry.
last night's crzy events just knocked me out.
i love you guys 0601 (PAE 2006)


yesterday was prob the most exhausting day of the whole week. i look like a zombie now. okay, maybe i already looked like a zombie usually. trust fall was emotional, esp when loga and jerold decided to go ahead with it. i mean, they are big guys, and yet they own the courage to fall back on us. we are only a ct grp of like 12 people. that says alot la. that says they trust us. we all trust one another. faith. thats why we all did the fall. (:

on another note, during break time, jerold was telling us abt a conversation he overheard.

a guy: eh 0633 very noisy leh.

his friend: eh. no one can be noiser than 0601 lah.


WOOHOO! that is so awesome la. we are such a small ct, but so loud. haha. but we can be really extra at times, such as standing on the canteen chairs and cheering infront of the entire canteen. that was really paiseh but i enjoyed it la.haha.

but i think the orientation games can actually sow bad blood between the cts la. for eg. us and 0603. and i heard abt 0605 and 0613 la. i wonder if the xms guys have angered kaiyang and friends. actually i think its them la. shall ask kaiyang abt it later.


disco was FANTABULOUS la. haha. tho the first band sucked big time. hahah, dunno what the crap they're singing la. but HAVE A NICE DAY ROCKED NYJC. haha. everyone was screamign their lungs off and jumping like nobody's business. i swear the floor was howling in pain. haha. i mean, imagine a hall full of people jumping on you la. haha. pian not? saw justina and friends too. miss them la. but the xms grp is still my family la. haha. we went berserk at the bus stop. keep doing cheers la. at one point of time, we even did a xinmin tribal cheer la. i mean, are we nuts or what? i think loads of people were laughing at us la. but you know what, we didnt care. cos we are XINMIN. the rest are just ittsy bitsy crumbs at the bottom of the jar. haha. LOL. eat those crummbs, eat those crumbs. mmm. haha!



wanna sat thanks to emma the Aj crasher and siyang the IJ crasher who crashed. haha. told ya disco will rock. the ITS MY LIFE and DONCHA song really made my lose my voice. and body. haha. no la. diao.

i miss the old 0601 too. really at a loss for words wheni saw them crying. realized that they really love 0601 alot. respect to them. :D

the fun has ended la. school's starting soon. can life get any suckier? oh i forgot to add, the soccer girls have a match against RJC soon la. just kill me.
i am supposed to go to junru's studio today.
but woke up only now!
i am so sorry.
last night's crzy events just knocked me out.
i love you guys 0601 (PAE 2006)


yesterday was prob the most exhausting day of the whole week. i look like a zombie now. okay, maybe i already looked like a zombie usually. trust fall was emotional, esp when loga and jerold decided to go ahead with it. i mean, they are big guys, and yet they own the courage to fall back on us. we are only a ct grp of like 12 people. that says alot la. that says they trust us. we all trust one another. faith. thats why we all did the fall. (:

on another note, during break time, jerold was telling us abt a conversation he overheard.

a guy: eh 0633 very noisy leh.

his friend: eh. no one can be noiser than 0601 lah.


WOOHOO! that is so awesome la. we are such a small ct, but so loud. haha. but we can be really extra at times, such as standing on the canteen chairs and cheering infront of the entire canteen. that was really paiseh but i enjoyed it la.haha.

but i think the orientation games can actually sow bad blood between the cts la. for eg. us and 0603. and i heard abt 0605 and 0613 la. i wonder if the xms guys have angered kaiyang and friends. actually i think its them la. shall ask kaiyang abt it later.


disco was FANTABULOUS la. haha. tho the first band sucked big time. hahah, dunno what the crap they're singing la. but HAVE A NICE DAY ROCKED NYJC. haha. everyone was screamign their lungs off and jumping like nobody's business. i swear the floor was howling in pain. haha. i mean, imagine a hall full of people jumping on you la. haha. pian not? saw justina and friends too. miss them la. but the xms grp is still my family la. haha. we went berserk at the bus stop. keep doing cheers la. at one point of time, we even did a xinmin tribal cheer la. i mean, are we nuts or what? i think loads of people were laughing at us la. but you know what, we didnt care. cos we are XINMIN. the rest are just ittsy bitsy crumbs at the bottom of the jar. haha. LOL. eat those crummbs, eat those crumbs. mmm. haha!



wanna sat thanks to emma the Aj crasher and siyang the IJ crasher who crashed. haha. told ya disco will rock. the ITS MY LIFE and DONCHA song really made my lose my voice. and body. haha. no la. diao.

i miss the old 0601 too. really at a loss for words wheni saw them crying. realized that they really love 0601 alot. respect to them. :D

the fun has ended la. school's starting soon. can life get any suckier? oh i forgot to add, the soccer girls have a match against RJC soon la. just kill me.

Thursday, March 23, 2006

LEVEL CAMP- extremely exhausting.
i am not kidding.

what worked for you?
what didnt?
what have you learnt?

i cried la. throw face. haha. during the public speaking thing. i was quite freaked out la. esp. when people from other cts actually sat down and listened to me too. quite an experience, i must say. and this guy(i forgot his name) actually came and said he thought i did extremely well! haha! see. i'm so lihai. muahaha. okay. haolian.

i exited one of the kaiyang-huiyen-kevin-shufen msn convers the other night. too sick fer words. haha. no la. and kaiyang are you with shufen? haha. no, i am not jealous la.

sihui and serene cried again.
i dont know what to say.
but there is nothing we can do.
cos we are all divided la.
but we can still gather sometimes.
really.
talked to yunxuan today. at the hall. hah.
supposed to find somebody we'll nv talk to, end up talk to her. haha.
she's still crazy over qianyi. aww. lol.

and i met some new friends from 0620. nice people. haha. we basically sat down and talked dirty. woohooo. aint that enriching? haha. :D

didnt go for soccer today. leg hurts la. hope the trng went well. competition coming up la. and i still havent got my boots!

tell you sthing.


i havent even got my GC la! walau. is mrs lim gonna kill me or what. i dont have the cash. how.
should i sell my body? haha, kidding la.


disco night.
I CANT WAIT.

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

missed me? i bet you did. haha. dont deny. i can see the smile tugging at your lips. go on. just smile. cos. you missed me! and i'm back! muahaha! okay this is self-adoration.
many many things to update, i dont know where to start.
class bbq was a BLAST. haha. saw so many awesome buddies again. and once again, bbqed chicken wings light me up. red bull. gives you wings. haha. thank you mr pah. fab host. oops. sounds like fat host la. lol. FAB HOST.
hmm soccer. bad trng. haha. all my bloody fault. cant kick the ball for nuts. i'm sry coach fei. i'll do better next time. dont angry leh fei fei. will have wrinkles muahaha. oops.
orientation TWO! the new 0601 is fantabulous. like i've said, NY people rock la. i find myself thinking of the two 0601s. past and present. a lil different la, but both got ME. thats why they both rock. haha. okay lame. i saw ruoyi and sihui crying today. apparently they missed 0601. aww.asked them not to cry. my pleading dint work at all la. in fact, i think it aggravated the situation. bah! haiz. read from class blog. they mentioned that they saw how well the new 0601 bonded. actually its true la. we really had fun. but i wont forget the old 0601 eh. ROCK ON.
outta the 4 games we played, we actually won 3 against 0603. hurrays la. haha. but they trashed us at the move-your-backside-quickly-on-the-chair-and-ramp-against-the-other-team-butt game. haha. violent beings. haha. ama rocks. lol. she damn drama also. haha. then tanny keeps coverign her boobs when she sees me la. haha. walau. i'm the boob-banger. lol. beware!
hope 0601 will continue to reign the games. we smashed the water bomb record la. muahaha. be afraid. be very afraid.
xinmin arts fest tmr! i'm gg! haha. but havent returned blazer. siewyuen is so gonn akill me la. help!
i'm bewildered. cos everyone is morphing into brown beings! ahhhh. haha. really lorr. everyone looks brown now. tsk tsk.
orientation day TWO tmr. more funcoming up! eh i heard level camp is what guy get girl number thingy. haha. walau eh. haha. isnt it supposed to build one's character? lol.
oh ya my class de ogls are damn high. mingliang, xuewei and yanyi. high on! haha. and anabel, ben cheah is yours. muahaha. :D

atheletes in melbourne, GET SOME MEDALS GUYS!! (:
i'm zi high now.



i'm multi talented. really. i can play the erhu. and even guzheng! evidence? you snigger.
here it is.
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hmph. see? told ya. haha.

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fooling ard in LT4. tsk tsk. eh why can see my shorts? argh. never mind.

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you guys were there for me.
and for that, i thank you.

i know one person who missed me.
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eh nana. i think we should reveal our relationship. i cant hold it any longer. and emiko.. she's also involved.



LOL!!!

Saturday, March 18, 2006

i'm happy.
bbq later on!
WHEE! :D
a lovely end to lovely holidays.

Thursday, March 16, 2006

i'm sorry.





but i need to use the big gaps and spaces thing again!





cos i need to show the bigass pictures.









hope mr tky wont get irritated again. haha.






okay?


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i pray that kaiyang wont scold me again.








have anyone heard of the two gays in 0601?
you havent?
why?
they are damn famous lor.

commonly referred as BIRD and ERNIE.

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we took this pic secretly from the sidelines.
see!
they are so loving la.
i can see the passion burning in junru's eyes.
gazing into alvin's.
awww.
i cant help but feel for them.
but alvin has left for tj.
and junru is damn sad now.
there is a certain emptiness in his life.
so if you wanna be his gay, please look for him kay.
but there has already been an unidentified gray guy who have approached junru.
so its first come first serve de.
pls hurry, or its too late.


the attempts at getting the two gays tgt

take one:
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take two:
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we are laughing our asses off already.
like a rising fountain
our ardent hopes reach to the sky
but the fountain stands alone
though not you and i


dont you think the sch song makes no sense?
and it doesnt even mention the school inside!
and it carries a tinge of communism!
thats wrong la!
a sch song should be awe-inspiring, a joy to sing!
not corny and cheesy.
i cringe to death on every wed. sch song day.


revamp needed la, mr kwek.

thurs

i think i might pon the chem make up lecture today. actually, i think i already did. this is self-sucidal. i know zilch abt chem, and yet i still wanna pon. what is wrong with me? can someone tell me?

after inspecting my adidas shoes last night, i conclude that the soccer girls are very good at trodding on one's shoes. hahaha. my shoes are now a dirty shade of grey. LOL! have been thinking bout the past first intakers. the games. with hamimah, aprie, wanqi, etc. now it's just jiahui, maria, ayin, justina and i. with the second intakers. they're a very lively bunch actually! haha. but its just different from the past. soccer trngs were just different. maybe because of the abscence of the j2s. i hope the proposal succeeds. :D

emiko went back to sch yesterday. to study eh. with whom? zhiliang perhaps? hahaha.

altered the maid uniform at last. i think the uncle altered the skirt too short. oh great. i only bought one set. and the top just looks like a gigantic piece of cardboard la. i tried on the whole thing last night and took one look at myself in the mirror. i tried not to puke then changed back into my clothes. SUPER UGLY CAN? hah, or maybe, i just dont have the ny face. yet. but according to justina, i will have the ny face sooner or later. oh no.

i just remembered. the chungcheng soccerette said i had the anderson face. another said i have the cedar face. YAY! :D but ultimately, justina said i have the xinmin face.

pe shirt. only size 40 left. so damn big. pe shorts. jiahui says size 34 is the best. so damn short.
things are not gg smoothly. and i am having financial difficulties right now! sry if i owe you any money, i'll try my best to return k? :D thx for understanding eh.

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

wed

after the grumble by TKY that i've been using dirtytricks to make my posts look longer(haha), i've decided to do a really really long post just to show him! humph, watch it eh mr-english-a1-guy-who-writes-long-posts, WATCH IT. hah. showing my agressive side at last. well i've only been agressive on the pitch la. shoulder charging, intense shoving, elbowing, loads of foul moves, kicking shins. justina can vouch for that eh? she's been my scapegoat since like, FORVEVER. theres nothing quite wrong with shoving actually. it builds relationships! in the case of kevinandhuiyen of course. remember all the shoving the took place at the start? it has since blossomed into true and untainted love. ah. all the best to you guys eh. haha. and kevin, i miss you. and your cheeky smile. your greenish bermudas. your astroboyish hair. your dirty jokes. i bet the sr people love you to bits, you're so funny :) i need soccer boots! growls. but i'm damn broke liao la. blown my angpow money. guess i'll just have to play with my adidas street soccer shoes. i saw not one, but TWO guys in ny wearing the same shoes la! is that gay or what. hah, i dunno, but the idea of guys wearing the same shoes as me is just GAY. but kaiyang de is okay, cos his is BLACK mediumed. hor kaiyang? LOL. and a really terrible thing happened on mon. ms audrey abandoned the girl soccer team. and now, we have to go find a teacher ourselves. AND, the j2s cant take part in the july tournament. BAH! why is everything gg haywire? i wish some of the second intakers would open up more too. (: i miss hamimah already. and her excellent shielding. hah. take care in SR girl. what if she joins the SR girl soccer team? argh! the JOBA brazillian team is just awesome la. they make football a beautiful game. and danni is really cute. i got his signature on my dragon hse tee! (: brazillians are hot. and the j2 soccerettez won the girls JOBA thingy. proness. i dont feel like touching the beehoon next to me. dont know why. it just looks gross. like worms. okay i'm getting paranoid. is this a long enough entry for you, mr tky? haha. i hope so la.

Sunday, March 12, 2006

sick

I REGRET DRINKING FROM JUSTINA'S BOTTLE!
COS I'M AS SICK AS A COW NOW.
HAH, BUT DONT WORRY GIRL, I DONT BLAME YOU.
IT'S MY OWN FAULT.
ME AND MY OBSTINATE NATURE.
IT'S GONNA KILL ME SOMEDAY.






I PRACTICALLY COUGHED MY LUNGS OUT LA.






MY IPOD READS-
DO NOT DISCONNECT.




MAKES ME THINK ABT 0601.
I'M GONNA BE DISCONNECTED FROM THEM.
JUSTINA'S IN O6O5, SO IS HUIFANG.
THE REST? I DONT KNOW.





BUT YET, I'M GONNA BE CONNECTED TO THE XMS GANG AGAIN.
SHOULD I FEEL HAPPY OR SAD?
LAUGH OR CRY?









AND MY IPOD READS-
DO NOT DISCONNECT.











I WISH TO THANK ALL WHO HAVE GIVEN ME COURAGE TO GO ON WITH LIFE, LOVE TO STAY ON IN NY.
:D
















I CANNOT COMMENT ON HOW UGLY THE NY UNIFORM IS.
TAKE A LOOK FOR YOURSLEF.
WE LOOK LIKE TOILET CLEANERS LA!
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BBQ AT JUNRU'S CHALET.
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Friday, March 10, 2006

chem

i'm taking CHEM now.
CHEM.
h2 chem.



i took comb. sci.



i'm taking H2 CHEM.
what rational choices i make.
and i swear, dots and crosses are so NOT my thing.
PS. but a certain chem teacher is kinda cute :D


suddenly.



I LOVE CHEM!
CHEM ROCKS!


CHEM CHEM CHEM.
HE'S MY MAN.



wahaha.
ignore me.
okay as i am typing furiously away here, two girls are having cyber sex on my tagboard.
i plead them to stop.
but they go on.



justina and ruoyi.
i'm amused.


XBOX mania at bonns hse.
hah. dead or alive 2. half naked girls fighting it out. how nice.
bet loga enjoyed it. so did sheri eh. LOL! carry on.
they laughed endlessly. but in reality, after you get slapped and kicked upon by a slutty lady, you wouldnt laugh. would you?

have you seen a guy in FBTs?
I HAVE.
right here in sweet ol nanyang.
in the sweet ol canteen.
infront of the sweet ol me.
no, my nose didnt bleed.
i think my heart bled.
bled in pity of a poor man who doesnt know that a grp of hopelessy sick teenagers are laughing their arses off and maniacally taking pictures of his genitals.

poor man.


SBS-ed to j8.
DING TAI FENG was my destination.
woohoo! the prawny fried rice thing intrigued me.
but the waitress was too cheena for words.
so was the restaurant, actually.
she babbled on abt the menu while i stared at the table.
i tried to flash her my megawattt smile.
but do you know what she did?



she shoved the menu in my face!
luckily, i have great reflexes. i dodged the great plasticky book.


and i have to thank dear KAIYANGfor treating three hungry girls to SWENSENS!
can i get a yeehah?
the ice cream was cool. (literally)
funny right? hah. i know. i dotn need the admiration. please sit down. i just need your silent envy.


i wanna brush up on my chinese.
or else i wouldnt survive in ny. haha. but shuenlin is super cheena eh. a2 for higher chi leh! mai siao siao. she is one cheena girl.

35 girls joined soccer! heh heh. record. i think theres gonna be soccer trials la. actually, there is. today. at 5 pm. grandstand. get ready to kick some balls. wanqiko's coming! YAYNESS! HURRAYS! :D havent seen my pink gal in like so long can? ah. bliss.

i got chased out of thelibrary AGAIN.
we were whispering delicately like little butterflies when this big white shark came up to us. from behind.

" NI YAO WO DUI NI MEN CHU QU MAH? " (you want me to throw you out?)
in a really loud voice.
i was like partially laughing.
cos its unbelievable how rude and mean a person can be.
it's like to the greatest extent liao la.
actually i would have replied yes. i really wanna get away. but she sorta disintegreted away like some mouldy smelly piece of bread.

******* middle-fingered. a woman of worth.
******* foul-mouthed. a woman of value.

i just laughed.
this woman is gonna bring the ny library down.
sooner or later.
petitionanyone? its not that i want her to lose herjob,but she should just get another profession, since obviously she does not fit into the criteria of being a librarian, and that she is ironically without a doubt the loudest person in the libray, and that means according to the library rules, she should actually be the person to be chased out but but naturally she wouldnt throw herself out and no one would be in the right mind to ask her to get out, so she is still the head of library, and the rest of the ny population is just too pissed to think straight, and shes gonna drive all of us up the wall,a nd we shall all commit mass suicide one day.


le sigh.
ny ah ny.
mr kwek. mr kwek. mr kwek.
remember on the first day of school?
you said-


"you do not belong to ny.
ny belongs to you."

ny belongs to us.
then why are we getting hollered at by a measly librarian?

Thursday, March 09, 2006

seq

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this is just a random pic.
wahaha.
sry mr seq, i hope this pic isnt copyrighted! :D (even if it is, i would still post it up. it's so cute!)

caught in the middle.
i'm torn.
my skin is ripping.
blood.
blood.
sunken head.
(gross description inspired by final destination3)

i'm not superman.
i cant be with two grps of people at the same time.
i'm scared of making you guys mad.
and yet, i succeed in that effortlessly.
i can just die.
all probs will be solved soon.
i shall move into 0602.
the remedy.
i'll be saved.


hopefully.



bought a set of NY unifrom.
one word- FUGLY.


i look like a maid!

a very muddy maid, at that.

pffftt.

no choice.
i'll be a muddy maid for 2 yrs.

holly moley.

maybe i'll get to act in the local movie.
THE MAID 2.
starring cheryl dan aka muddy maid.






KILL ME.

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

4e7

where are you guys?
i want my XINMIN life back.
please.

i beg you.
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ling. having sat next to you for a yr. i would have died if not for you. and not to mention we've been copying hw for ages.
sheri. i miss you. we'll get back tgt in ny eh. :D

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the mini-breakingcrew with angelia, siyang and bear. tho i only know one stupid lil move, i still thank you. (:

bear. sry for the stupid coconut present. you're one man who dares to speak his mind. respect.
siyang. tho i'm constantly irritated by your fringe, you're one friend i would neevr forget. you rock la. what cani say. heh.

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ziwei. ogl eh. and still join dragonboat in ny. hah. hiong man. may you find the best friends in ny.

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bonn. stop acting macho. hah. thanks for teaching me math. if not fer you, i thinki would have flunked math. thanks (:

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ham. you know you're my girl. i love yoo. (:

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mama. i miss yoo to bits. all thebest in aj you smart ass! haha.

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i would never let you guys go.

pon

the zeal in life.
i'm lovin it. (mac song plays in background)

i ponned sch!
YAYNESS!
i feel liberated.

ponning is an art.
you have to erase the image of school in your mind.. tell yourself there is no school.. no teachers..
no lessons.. only sleep.. sleep.. and more sleep.


OKAY GREAT.
i've just realized sth.
i told everyone i ponned sch.


everyone.
remember who reads my blog?




no?




lemme tell you.





TEACHERS!!


argh argh argh.
stab me.



but heck le.
i dont care le.

cos i really dislike orientation two.
whats the point of an og?
to mark attendance?
then just go off for mass yucky lectures.
the poor second intakers.
just cast aside, blur like hell.
then the first intakers rush off to find their friends.

bah.
great system huh.


oh ya.
our appeal failed.
was our appeal not appealing enough?
were we un-appealing?


i guess you'll have to ask mr kwek.



a quote from gp lecture-

urban legends.
the kissing cousins of myths, fairy tales and rumours.


meaning, urban legends are untrue!
one example of an urban legend-



teachers are not gonna invade my blog.

Sunday, March 05, 2006

og

just called my ogl back.
his name's JIT TONG.
and apparently, i'm in og6!




anyone else in og6?
i know kaiyang's in og5, loga's in og8.
og 6 leh?
og 6. og 6. og 6. og 6. og 6.
sounds wrong. LOL!
(only some people may get my point.)



le senorita futbol clube.



dunno what the heck it says.
but sounds cool right? HAHA!
i think its something somethin football club.



i'm changing combi le.
no, not the what super power combi or what.
i mean subject combi.
lemme tell you my current combi- hist, geog, econs, math.
hist AND geog.
both H2.
kanasai.




only siao people will take that.
and i'm not siao.
so i'm changing to - hist, chem, econs, math.



will i stay in the same class after this?
i really dont know.
one part of me wants to stay, the other howls in agony at the killer timetable.
mr quek, it's all up to you now.



are you reading this mr quek?


actually if you are, it doesnt matter.
just know that the canteen stall vegeland really cannot make it.
thank you.



this poor 2 yr old girl called noinoi was killed by her step father.
gosh.
i just read the papers.
damn sad.
then he hid her under a flyover in aljunied!
walau.
rest in peace.






oh ya, my new friends in nyjc, have you seen this guy before?
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he's quite a cartoon guy.
face damn cartoon.
sure see before de.
LOL!


and this..
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smart ass is jason.
guess what?
he's actually.. chinese.
gasp gasp.
haha, but he's really nice. gg aj.




i dont want us to drift apart.
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you're oh so nice.

Saturday, March 04, 2006

sad

everything's been ringing in my head.
the sounds of nyjc.
why is everyone leaving?
why cant they just stay, stay here with me?
i cant pull them back.
i tug their shirts.
i grasp their hands.
but their hands are cold.
their bodies are rigid.
they're not coming back.

no matter how much i cry, how much i plead, how hard i try to make them stay,
they're just not coming back.



and i've done all i could.
they've got legitimite reasons, they've got dreams to follow.
i cant stop them.

so just go, just go with your heart.
but always remember, a bunch of friends are waiting back here at ny for you.
we pine for your return.
we await your visit.
we shall hang out tgt as before, never to part.


how silly do i sound.
how likely will that happen huh.
how i wish.

and i shake my head, with a wistful smile.


yesterday was 0601 bbq, and the first and last class bbq for us.
everyone was present, and we just partyed the night away.
great food, great drinks, bball, football, laughs, amusement.

then realisation hit.
i nearly fell.
xt, sq and alvin are leaving.
do you know what that means?
it means.
i aint gonna see them on mon at sch.
they're not gonna be there.
no, they're not gonna be there on tues either.
nor on wed, or thurs, or fri.
they're not gonna be there basically. pretty much forever.
when will i ever see them again?
my beautiful classmates.
oh, when will i get to play with you guys again at the bball court, having absolute fun.
at the library, shhhing at the nasty librarian, eating in the discussion rooms.
hanging out at the container, teasing alvin and junru.
shouting class cheers.
eating maggi mee.
the angel mortal games.
i guess, never.
never again.
when you guys are gone, my life will never be whole again.
incomplete.
missing a huge chunk of it.
hope time can heal it.
and new friends can mould it back again.
but a part of me will still be waiting for you guys.
i'll be waiting.
who can take over the place of you guys in my heart?
maybe chad michael murray can, but it aint gonna happen, no.

yeah. and something makes me liberated.
tons of people are trying to appeal back in to ny.
they thought they could carry on w/o ny, but i guess the message hit home.
they cant bear to leave ny.

that's the spirit guys.
best of luck in your appeals, you can surely make it back here.
and you know what, i know, i'm gonna see you guys on mon.
at the rectangular quadrangle located at serangoon ave 3.

Friday, March 03, 2006

posting

postings are out.
1/3 of my class people are gg to ny!
thats a total of 10 people from my class alone! (:
and loads from other classes.
wtf, what the fun.
HAH!
okay this is just a random post.
gg off to junru's hse for 0601 bbq!
bbq, here i come!
barbecue barbecue. why is it called barbecue?
i know why.
cos barbers queue up to barbecue.
WAHAHA!
funny right.
i create myself one leh.

Thursday, March 02, 2006

soccer prac

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now
Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding

There are many things that I wouldLike to say to you
I don't know how
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
Today was gonna be the day
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now
And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
I said mayb
eYou're gonna be the one who saves me?
And after an
You're my wonderwall
Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me






what do we do during soccer prac?
kick balls?
run ard?







lemme tell you.
the whole soccer team is mature and intellegent.
i'm the only dumb one doing stupid stuff.


boo.









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weilin! stop forcing me to kiss you.

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springing a surprise attack on kiyoko.
retarded face. wahaha. she's our soccer vice cap btw.

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you see la. everyone pose properly. she still talkingon the phone.
BAH! haha.

and this is my soccer mate, wanqiko.
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she looks damn nice in xms uniform right? HAH.
but she's leaving ny le.
saddened-
i'll miss you wanqiko!
w/o you, life in soccer is meaningless la.
i hate myself for loving you.
LOL! (:


should i join footsound?
gah. i'm fickle-minded.

confimed.

alrighty.
it's confirmed.

mr sequeira DOES read my blog!
holy moley.
that's just great.
he admited it yesterday during soccer trng.

here's an extract of the conver:

me: hi mr sequeira!
sqr: hi! (very enthu-ly, i may add)
me: erm, mr sqr, did you read my blog?

silence.

sqr: yes, i did. but only for 2 mins!
me: ...


yepp.
but it's all been done ye.
i appreciate the concern! (:

okay.
justina just fooled me into doing this.


THE PERFECT LOVER(for me)

sex: male. (hey i'm straight!)

1. tall ( must be in the 170 club or 180 club! )
2. dimpled. ( hah, i'm crazy abt guys with dimples)
3. pleasing to the eye ( of course, gd looks are a bonus)
4. filial
5. sweet
6. witty, funny.
7. selfless
8. no MCPs please! haha.

7 things that scare the butt outta me.

1. phoneless.
2. internet-less
3. rats
4. gory stuff
5. elva hsiao w/o makeup. ( damn scary i tell you, check out her first album cover)
6. girly girls.
7. gay guys.

7 random songs.

1. oasis- wonderwall
2. ryan caberra- true
3. ashlee simpson- l.o.v.e
4. yellowcard- only one
5. three doors down- here without you
6. fall out boy- dance dance
7. james blunt- goodbye my lover

7 things i absolutely adore:

1. friends
2. good food
3. internet
4. photos
5. green chili
6. spring onion (esp. with noodles or soup!)
7. my cousin- rueben.
8. chocolate

7 stuff in my bedroom:

1. me
2. my comfy bed. (smelly at times)
3. desk with stuff strewn everywhere
4. mirror
5. posters, postcards on my wall
6. stereo
7. a baby crib( which i throw all my stuff inside)
7 random facts abt me:

1. i can be sick at times
2. i crap. alot.
3. i'm gg gaga over adriano now.
4. i see renfred at my bus stop all the time.
5. i have 3 swings at home.
6. my rambutan tree is dead.
7. i miss the rambutans.

7 things i say all the time:

1. wa piang
2. walao
3. haha
4. LOL
5. omg
6. diao
7. pui

people i want to do this.
copy justina.

if you read this, you must do this!
LOL! bo bian.

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

sequeira

omg.

i just received a call.

tell me the truth.


mr sequeira.

are you reading my blog?

if you are, please tag.

cos i'm gg crazy now.

take care mr sequeira! (:
i seriously think you read my blog.

results

today is wed.
and a piece of shocking news just hit me.
THE POSTINGS ARE OUT.
wtf.
apparently there's a loophole in the moe system.
and we, the students, get to know our results first hand.
i got into ny arts.
wasnt surprised la.
was my first choice.
just glad to be able to stay and spend 2 yrs here.
along with all my friends.
kevin got srjc.

dont worry kevin.
i'm sure you can appeal in.
believe in yourself k.
i'll pray hard fer you.
:)

angelia got aj.
siyang got yj.
huiling sp.
ham ngee ann poly.

if your dreams lie in that place, then just go.
i'll be happy fer you.

there aint no mountain high enough.

i'm gonna cross whatevr blocks my way.
be it molehills or mountains.
heck them.

i wonder what the whole of the 1989 batch is doing.
scrambling ard computers.
checking out where they're posted to.

this sat is gonna be relative day again.
i can expect loads of ' which jc are you posted to?' and even more ' can you even get into a jc' questions.
humph.
i'm gonna stand proud and tall.
proclaiming my school.
NANYANG JUNIOR COLLEGE.


as some may have observed, several xms people have been crashing the sch.
if you spot these suspects, i congratulate you.
you have just met- THE XMS GANG.
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sry, my S is inverted. ( but my ass is perfectly alright, thank you.)

and my total idiot of a friend took this pic.
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thx ham. preciate it. it really makes me look elegant.